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I was born into the poorest and most loveless environment. I was a talented and intelligent child, but my family circumstances never allowed me to showcase my abilities. I grew up without the support of a family, enduring constant criticism, contempt, and humiliation. Everything I did was deemed inadequate, useless, and worthless.
Whenever my talents shone through, my parents grew jealous and critical. The more I excelled, the harsher their judgment became. Over time, I began to stray and grew resentful of the world. Yet, deep inside, I still longed to be loved, to be recognized, and to prove my worth.
But reality didn’t align with my wishes. It felt like the world continued to confine me, leaving me empty-handed. The only thing I could hold onto was writing, but even that didn’t change the course of my life. Now, having lived half of my life, it feels as if my steps, no matter how far I walk, only circle back to where I started.
Still, I have not given up on my dreams. One day, I hope that my books will help people understand the pain I’ve endured and find the strength to heal themselves through it. I wrote stories to give the love I never received back to the world. Even though it seems like I’ve failed so far, I keep moving forward, slowly but steadily.
I set small goals and achieve them one by one. It doesn’t matter if no one pays attention to me or looks my way. I’ve already published four books, and there are four more left to write. Beyond that, there are countless stories I still want to share.
I will have mountains of work to climb until the day I grow old and leave this world. Yet, I am certain that I am writing the journey of my life beautifully. Even though I’m in a pitch-black state where I can’t see what lies ahead, the light within me shines brightly. The wounds I’ve carried have become a beautiful story, and I am learning to love myself. I believe in myself. I am a beautiful person.
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